I miss my two cats, Minnie and Peaches, who have been missing since October 6, 2009. Only the lord knows what happened to them, and all I hope and pray for is their safety, even if I cann never see them again. Sometimes I find myself lieing to people -- to everyone. I fake a smile, occassionaly let out a giggle to let everyone know I'm alright, but on the inside, I'm dying. I'm just sick of crying, tired of trying. yeah...I'm smiling, but on the inside...I'm dying. Life has been rough the past few weeks on top of my missing cats. My dog has a uniary tract infection, my friend's hamster died, my other friend broke her arm, and I reccently injured my back. The only real good thing is I get to see Austin -- a guy I've liked for a loooong time! So much for living in a safe bubble, eh?

For Minnie and Peaches:
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I'm me

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

--Linkin Park (Leave out all the Rest)